well I grew up deep in the shadow never felt my own never went out searching for nothing and now i'm never alone i never knew you were sacred i never knew we were friends then i went out walking around and i found where my story began walk around in the midnight take off all my clothes go out swimming in the fishes pool it's not like i care much but i can't hold no more we're running in a circle of our now I wear my hair in a pony tail wonder how I'll get the money for bail psychedelics are ruining everything but I'm fine and i know it wonder where I walk, when I'm walking myself wanna hear my opinion? they're out walking the dogs lost in metal canyons lost in all of the fog

Bless you, baby, bless you expel your inner demons cover them in water tell your mom and father take it even further higher and lower, west to east, twist and turn Feelings make you honest, but are you really feeling? im feeling kind of nervous im not feeling..feelings...feelings...i'm not feeling.... Grow grow, shrink shrink glass glass sink sink dont eat, just drink dont talk just...think grow grow, shink srink glass glass sink sink dont eat just sleep dont talk, just

When I heard they were going for a space walk I said that doesn't sound possible it's weightless out there I think you need gravity to walk they were really going for a space float in their space suit you might argue that when they were on the moon they went for a space walk but i think everybody knows that what they did was a moon walk but not like michael jackson when i was about 17, 18, maybe 19, maybe 45 yrs old i remember a time when it used to be different how different I can't say you seem to see a secret forest when you step forth into it but really you're just walking into a regular forest we do a lot of talking and a lot of walking and a lot of balking at things that we don't like dogs bark at things that they don't like, but they don't always bite when i was 21, or 22, or maybe 6 i used to go outside and pick up things like rocks one time when i did that i found a tooth i thought it was a rock it was not a rock, it was a tooth and i found it and picked it up and i took it into my mom and she, well she wasn't too happy you see it was a human tooth it washed down the river from the graveyard up the hill five yards away there was a human skull the police came and picked it up and did a forensic test on it and decided... that it was from a DEAD person I'm not sure i've ever been so frightened in my entire delightful life these are just some stories these are just some words spoken these are just some thoughts provoked forth by my tongue and keen insight into my own space and time when i was not quite born, or maybe ready to die i saw god in the mirror i saw god in the mirror i saw the universe reflected in the mirror, of god how does it feel to know you're falling? and you're falling and falling and falling and falling how does it feel a lot like waking up in a cold sweat terror, tears, and fear running through your veins thick with the fish and the guts and the scrammy underbelly cold dark hard life of nothingness that folds from within you once.... when i was 20, maybe 25, or perhaps 50 i fell asleep in a pool and i woke up floating wondering, watching, waiting for something to happen my feet were like prunes, and my eyes, burned in the sunlight

have you ever watched paint dry? for hours? and hours? only to realize it was never wet to begin with? i've spent ten months of my life watching paint dry. waiting for it to firm. and it never did. we want more. and more. and more. and more. and more. and more. when does more run out? does more run out? is there always more? i want more. you deserve more. so, you get more. this has got to be the best day of my life.

Please stand still while the cameras take your picture.

Don't tell me what you think I am. For everything I once was, this is what I want to be.